It is very early Christmas morning and our little one is fast asleep in our bed. Santa has been and I am sitting here, tired but not ready to go to bed. I am of course thinking of you, and wishing so much to be in your arms. This is our second Christmas without you and it is very hard to go on. I love you so much and miss you. I have never known such deep pain, that keeps going and never stops... I love you xxxx I wonder what you are doing and think of you all the time, my wonderful husband always with me, forever mine, forever ours xxxx Merry Christmas....